As much as I want to say that I want to be with you forever, I’m afraid that someday you and I might change our minds and regret ever wishing.
Truthfully, what I’d wish for instead of forever, are moments where we’d be wrapped up in sheets, talking about everything under the sun, planning our future and then fall asleep with my head on your chest, where I could feel every single beat of your heart. To wake up when the sunshine hits my eyes, welcoming that tingling feeling, I get whenever your warm breath touches my skin while your sturdy hands gently play with my hair.
Aside from the fact that I feel alive whenever I’m with you, or that feeling wherein my heart just want to jump out of my chest whenever you kiss me.. Everything with you in it is different, everything’s always something new.
The thing is, I could tell you everything and anything that’s on my mind. And whenever I do, you always respond with the most unexpected answers. You’re the one who’d hug me tight while I cry, laugh with me throughout the times I embarrass myself, fight for me, with me.. for us. You never gave up on us even during the times when all hope seemed lost and we seemed to be drifting into the realm of couples who simply stay together just for the sake of doing so.
Every day may not be unique but all the little things that had been our habit are the most remarkable ones. And deep in my heart, I know I would never be the one that I am right now if it hadn’t been for you. I learned so much from you, from us, from life.. You inspired me to be better, not just for you but for myself as well. And I hope I did the same for you. We gave each other room to grow and thankfully, the process of growing up has yet to make us grow apart.
Probably one of the cheesiest lines I’d ever say, but even if we might not be the one meant for each other, I want you to know that you’re the guy I’d do everything and anything for. Because that’s exactly what you do for me.