I displayed some of the flowers you gave me (on different occasions) that I dried in my desk. This is to remind me whenever I’m angry/frustrated/disappointed at you, whenever we fight over small things, whenever I can’t stand to talk to you, whenever you make me cry because of the circumstances stated, whenever you cancel dates, whenever you do something out of habit that annoys me, whenever you are irritable/cranky/moody, whenever I consider giving you up..

That you love me. So much. That no matter how f*cked up the situations we’re in, you’ll never leave nor give up. That no matter how imperfect we both are and our relationship, it’s.. just right. All those stints with these flowers were to surprise me and make me happy. And you make me happy.

I love you. And I miss you.